hey im still drunk and still writing. i’m watching notting hill,

the whole story is about the main couple, will and anna, and sure whatever it’s a nice story and it makes me sad in ways that makes me angry. but the relationship i really admire, or rather am envious of is the relationship between his (the main character, will) balding friend and his wife who’s in a wheelchair. you can so clearly see the hardships they’ve gone through, but that it’s made them stronger as partners. of course its just a movie but their love seems so genuine. that’s the kind of love i want. that’s the star of the movie for me.

i want a partner to conquer life with. i’ve emptied the whole bottle now by the way and the last remains are in my glass. working on finishing it. thanks. fuck you